I think I've mentioned some stuff about work...................basically there is loads of change and uncertainty, and I'm in the middle of it, I'm not quite sure which way my job is going, or if I like the options, do I jump for another job which is far from perfect, but a promotion, or sit it out and hope that either this one is ok, or a better one comes along. I think I know the answer to that - I am not a manager.
And the office move is finally happening. 10 months after i was told it would happen, after me objecting a lot (which wasn't part of the cause of the delay), giving up and resigning myself, its finally happening. We have desks allocated in the other place, they are quite nice desks, with nice people, but it changes how I work, and I think I lose more than I gain, and I think the service loses as much as it gains, and if it loses me then maybe more. So today I'm sad.................had a good go at buying stuff for the new office in the hope it would help (which it did momentarily)but fundamentally I don't want this change. Which is interesting, normally I'm quite a change agent, but then I'm in control - I've had no say in this change, it was imposed on me, and I don't like it. But I have moaned a lot about this and in the grand scheme of things its not worth wasting anymore energy on (it is myself I'm trying to convince)
Onto nicer things - this weekend we are doing stuff in the garden, hopeful the weather is nice, a much needed break. We're all well, Paul's folks are stable, so really the important things are fine.
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